Author: jaymathes

  • One of Top-Ten Most-Depressing Professions

    I just read an article from Health.com about 10 Careers With High Rates of Depression, and guess what? Artists/Entertainers/Writers made the list! Nice. Well, isn’t that odd? These very people have sought to make a living doing the very thing which they are most compelled to do – most would say most inspired to do. Even so, artists strive for creative “success”, and once found, they still find something to complain – nay, to be downright depressed – about. How is this?

    Rabbit trail: for starters, let me say that there’s quite a buzz about this article on the music industry blogs… that is, of course, how I found it myself. Specifically, I read about it HERE. And for the record, I mostly agree with what Chris R. at CDBaby.com has said. We differ mostly in our worldviews, which is to say, I think Chris would say that self-help tactics (such as those he has listed) actually work, where as I would say that, ultimately, they do not.

    Now to answer the question how…
    Let me preface this by saying that I haven’t worked out all of the details of my argument here and I’m open to discussion. If I have something wrong, I’d like to hear about it.
    I really think it’s quite simple. There are two things going on in the minds of artists:
    1) Artists channel their feelings to create art. You can’t just create excellent art void of any feeling. I don’t believe it happens. Art requires emotion.
    2) Artists, like those in all other professions as well – all humans! – are on some level discontent with life. I believe that this sense of discontentment is the dominating emotion of our culture – and maybe of every culture that has ever existed. Thus, when channeling emotions to create art, an overwhelming majority of the time, the art produced will represent an aspect of a life of discontentment.
    Simple enough logic?
    Now, two major questions to tackle on this one:
    A) What about love songs? I thought there were more songs about love than anything else.
    Yes, you’ll often here it said that the most popular song topic is love. But, I, for one, have never seen a study on the subject, so I’m hesitant to agree with answers.com. [Who do they have answering this junk anyway?] And in any case, I’m going to guess that half of the songs about love are actually songs about heartbreak. And even if that’s not the case, underneath the words of many, many a love song is, in fact, a longing to be understood, to belong, to be content.
    B) So how do we truly solve this human issue of discontentment?
    Artists try to solve it by writing about it. Many non-artists try to solve it by listening to art, by watching art, by looking at it or eating it or consuming it. There are other ways that people try, too. “Love” – whatever that means – is also another way that we try to solve it.
    But it never works.
    The songwriter always has to write one more song. The investment manager always has to get one more paycheck. The church always just needs one more program. But this is also just a part of life in this world. We need certain things to survive, don’t we? Money. Clothing. Shelter. Food. For the man or woman of this world – and for most artists – there is no contentment to be found here.
    But I have found contentment somewhere, though many of my closest friends witness my chronic struggle with being discontent week in and week out:

    For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

  • Merry Christmas! Plans for the Week

    I hope that everyone has had a wonderful time this week with family and thinking about this unbelievable historical event we call Christmas.
    I can say for my own part that this really hasn’t felt like the Christmas season at all. Life is messed up. Second only to sleeping, I have spent more time in a hospital this past week than anywhere else, doing any other thing. My dad should be coming home today – doctors think.
    Needless to say, I had grand plans for the week leading up to Christmas – all of the things I’d be able to accomplish with more time to work at the studio. Almost none of it happened, but that’s life. The last two days, I’ve been thinking a lot about how I’m going to get everything done this coming week that I need to.
    I think the basic answer is just to take everything one day at a time and do what I have to do to make it work. Here are just the main things on my list:
    • Scribble up a promotional plan for Fundamental, my new record, coming out on Jan. 25th
    • Finish up my media contact list for promoting said album
    • Put together my 2011 summer festivals contact list
    • Record pre-production guitars and vocals for Restoration Project #2
    • Write up the recording schedule for ResProj #2
    All in all, I think we’re probably talking a good, clean 40 hours of work on these things – and I’m about 90% sure I won’t be putting that in before next Monday. Again, that’s life.
    Now, just a quick word to put this all in perspective: I love my family and I love spending time with them. In some ways, I feel blessed to have been able to spend the time with them that I have. Life is a balance. We all always have to hold both ambition and responsibility with an even hand.
    Off we go… happy Monday.