When I’m Not Me

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Over the past month, I’ve had conversations with two different friends about what it means to be “me” – whoever you are. We all came to the same conclusion:

One thing that makes you you is that you find special satisfaction in doing a particular type (or types) of work. You’ve been uniquely gifted, and if you’re not regularly exercising those gifts, you’re acting contrary to how you were created to act.

Those gifts could be anything: dancing, typing, editing, marketing, talking with people, building, designing, writing, punching or crunching numbers, analyzing, caring for someone, snapping a picture, digging holes, driving, teaching, learning – whatever. The thing is, sometimes your desired vocation doesn’t turn out to be your occupation – at least for a particular season in life. But hang in there. I say that as one who struggles with this very thing.

Just to clarify: vocation is just one part of who we are. It isn’t the whole person. It’s not even the most important part of the whole. But it’s a part that gets over-emphasized in countries like the USA.

Starting Over

Have you ever wished that life had a “do over” button?

When I was younger, I used to say, literally, “This is my life. No regrets. I am who I am today because of what happened yesterday. End of story.”

Do I still believe it? That’s a hard question to answer.

Yes, I’m a product of my past, so at least that much is true.

But do I regret any of my past? Maybe the answer is “It doesn’t matter, even if you do.”

As a famous meerkat once said, “You got to put your past behind you.”

Tonight I’ve got the whole evening to work on writing new music. My wife has graciously let me out of the house (and agreed to watch the chiluns). But I’m tired and having a hard time getting inspired. So I’m blogging instead, for now.

I’m hoping this whole process will inspire me – and you – to remember that “life’s a dance, you learn as you go…”

PS: Anybody else getting freaked out by these crazy “appeals” on Wikipedia?!?!

Do over button image: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCPDB0QlqNs